[02 Oct 2005|10:56pm] I’m not sure when I last wrote, but it was awhile ago and I have a memory of a gold fish so please bear with me. The week before last I had a really rough time at work. I don’t know if I should hate my job or love it, the people are ok but they seem to talk behind people’s backs a lot. I can hear what they say about me and it just hurts a lot you know? Then my wonderful boss decides to call me in (while I’m washing dishes) for a meeting- it was ok until she started poking fun at me. “You have no imagination” “Ok…” “No really you don’t. But it’s ok no one really has one.” – Then she laughed and made me feel like an idiot. How does she know that? Oh and this week I washed this thing she was going to make me use to strain out all the soup. I said I was sorry and then she just laughs and says, “Well I don’t care it’s just more work for you.” Might as well just stick the word ‘stupid’ on my forehead and call it a day. Fuck she makes me mad! I don’t care if she’s Filipino I hate her. This past week I’ve been busy working up to 10 hour shifts- and my boss asked me if I would be able to work the weekend shifts as well and I almost felt like I was about to cry. I could feel the tear drops forming in my eyes. Why would you ask me that? I worked up all this time and all you can ask is can you work until your fingers turn into prunes and you feet fall off. I worked last Sunday as well and I was late. I didn’t even know I was supposed to work but they just laughed. I hurt so bad I cried in the bathroom. I’m so stupid. Also I think I might need to go to anger classes. My parents are making me so mad I just want to kill them. Sometimes I just picture hitting them with a frying pan or slapping them in the face. Fuck they piss me off! On lighter news I watched 'The Corpse Bride' ( What do I think? ) Also I have a few things to say about Harry and Ginny. ( Harry and Ginny/ 4th Movie ) night! –April post comment

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