something's not right up there

Long time eh?

2005-11-04T13:46:21Z

It's me again. (who else would it be) and I have to update. (what good would a live journal be without an update am I right?) *sighs* Anywho nothing really special has been going on at the momment.

Work sucks- not like that's any different. and the people that I would with are starting to make fun of me... *cries* I really don't like working sometimes- I wish I wasn't a server.

$$ is coming in though! Which is good all things considered.

I also bought a bunch of stuff from the body shop & La Senza! *hehe* underwear is cool ^^.

I don't know what else to write about but this was on my list of things to do so... here I am! Love yeah -April

bubu_killer @ 2005-11-02T08:09:00

2005-11-02T13:09:28Z

bubu_killer @ 2005-10-13T10:43:00

2005-10-13T14:44:03Z

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Wand	Mahogany, 10", Phoenix Feather
Best Course	Herbology
Worst Course	Potions
Pet	Toad
Patronus	Anteater
Quidditch Job	Security Wizard
Wizard Candy	Bertie Botts every Flavour Beans (Mmm! Earwax!)
Profession After School	Hogwarts Professor

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bubu_killer @ 2005-10-13T10:25:00

2005-10-13T14:35:10Z

Wow these past two weeks have gone by so quickly I don’t know where the time went; in fact while I was at work I thought it was Tuesday! ^^; Hahaha… *feels like a complete loser*

In any case life has been pretty good to me. I went out with my sister and a few of her friends on Friday and I just had to show these pictures ‘cause they make me laugh:

<---- This is me (left) and my sister Bea (right) and in the middle of us is a pack of Juicy Fruit! He (I mean ‘its’) was unwrapped and everything- we all wanted to eat it, but we knew it was a bad idea so we left it there and named it, “Wriggly”. We’re looking up at a sign talking about “How to kill a Monster”. I think it was a Halloween thing, and it made us laugh.

<---- Haha… Coxwell- get it?

<---- ;_______; sadly we couldn’t take any pictures in Pacific Mall so this was the closes thing to taking a picture…

I also finally bought my Fruits Basket episodes! \^O^/ I’m so happy! I just need to buy cases for them and I’ll be all set.

I also went to this place called, St Jacob’s- it’s like a market place but better! ^^ Lots of good food and great prices.

- Oh that reminds me… I have to buy black and yellow string for my Hufflepuff scarf.

*hehe* ^____________^; Geek…

Oh I also almost forgot to mention that I’m rereading Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. ^^ The movies coming out and I thought I should get my act together.

Domino is coming out too and hopefully I can go and see it.

Work- work has been anything but kind to me. I’m still working long hours but the thing that’s making me angry is the fact that they haven’t hired my sister yet, and they just hired a woman to take over my job just a few days ago. WTF? And Stephanie keeps saying she’ll call her but when I get back home I get no calls.

>______> It just pisses me off that’s all.

Oh speaking of the Devil we (Collin and I) pulled a prank on Steph. We sent her flowers and now she’s wondering who they’re from. Oh it cracks me up! But at the same time I’m also pissed cause I’m getting the full blast of the downfall. They all think I’m stupid for not getting the guys name of who delivered them- and they make up rude comments behind my back.

FUCK YOU!

Oh on one final note…

He beautiful! A man of mixed race he fills the TV screen with quality acting and beautiful blue eyes, and… *drools everywhere*

Oh and I wanted to show everyone my kitty!

Strike a pose!

...that's it!

she's beautiful!!

well that enough picture spaming for today ♥ Night!

bubu_killer @ 2005-10-03T08:31:00

2005-10-03T12:33:25Z

bubu_killer @ 2005-10-02T22:56:00

2005-10-03T03:03:54Z

I’m not sure when I last wrote, but it was awhile ago and I have a memory of a gold fish so please bear with me. The week before last I had a really rough time at work. I don’t know if I should hate my job or love it, the people are ok but they seem to talk behind people’s backs a lot. I can hear what they say about me and it just hurts a lot you know? Then my wonderful boss decides to call me in (while I’m washing dishes) for a meeting- it was ok until she started poking fun at me.

“You have no imagination”
“Ok…”
“No really you don’t. But it’s ok no one really has one.” – Then she laughed and made me feel like an idiot. How does she know that?

Oh and this week I washed this thing she was going to make me use to strain out all the soup. I said I was sorry and then she just laughs and says, “Well I don’t care it’s just more work for you.”

Might as well just stick the word ‘stupid’ on my forehead and call it a day. Fuck she makes me mad! I don’t care if she’s Filipino I hate her. This past week I’ve been busy working up to 10 hour shifts- and my boss asked me if I would be able to work the weekend shifts as well and I almost felt like I was about to cry. I could feel the tear drops forming in my eyes. Why would you ask me that? I worked up all this time and all you can ask is can you work until your fingers turn into prunes and you feet fall off.

I worked last Sunday as well and I was late. I didn’t even know I was supposed to work but they just laughed. I hurt so bad I cried in the bathroom. I’m so stupid.

Also I think I might need to go to anger classes. My parents are making me so mad I just want to kill them. Sometimes I just picture hitting them with a frying pan or slapping them in the face. Fuck they piss me off!

On lighter news I watched 'The Corpse Bride'

I was beautiful/ but very sad at the same time. The story line seemed obvious to me after awhile- but the ending to me was very sad. I was sort of rooting for Emily (the Corpse), but at the same time I also started like Victoria (the living bride) as well. It was just very sad cause they were both very good characters but I guess one of them had to go. Johnny was amazing ^^ of course and the animation was incredible. I just didn’t feel it was as creepy as I thought it would be you know?

What made me laugh though was Christopher Lee! He’s perfect for Tim Burton movies.

Also I have a few things to say about Harry and Ginny.

I love Harry and Ginny! I do I can’t stop thinking about them. ^^; I know I’m pretty sad but whatever. And after thinking about the 4th movie coming out it just makes me want to jump right to the 6th movie. I think Bonnie (Bonnie Wright) is beautiful and over time will be perfect for the part. And Harry… Let’s just say Dan works out.

I even have a little song for them (when more movies come out I’ll start making music videos)

But what is bugging me is these really fanatic H/Hr fan. They’re crazy! If you don’t believe me read this Harry&Hermione Blog. They say they’re true fans of the book then why would they want to get rid of the 7th book? I’m sure there must me some sanity somewhere right?

night! –April

bubu_killer @ 2005-09-18T18:04:00

2005-09-18T22:19:43Z

I’ve been reading up on ‘Brokeback Mountain’ and I don’t know what to think, I want to see it but at the same time I feel so sorry for Heath (Heath Ledger). It have been hard for Jake (Jake Gyllenhaal) too, but I was reading an article in this news paper called, ‘Metro’ about him and the film.
I know he wanted to do this film; he even spoke about how he liked the screen play. But when he talks about the love scenes and how violated he felt when he did them it made me feel so bad for him.

Oh man I wish I could scan this article for you but I can’t. (My computer is screwy)

I now also have this huge respect for him. He isn’t just some hot actor that you can just drool over. He’s also a man that will challenge himself even when fear steps in.

He’s up there with Johnny Depp for me.

cute?

2005-09-17T03:55:21Z

You Are A: Lamb!

Peaceful and gentle, lambs have been used in religious imagery for millennia. Lambs are baby sheep, an animal tended by shephards since the dawn of history. As a lamb, you tend to stay together in a flock and graze on grassy land. Lambs don't mind being led and tend not to go off on their own.

You were almost a: Puppy or a Bunny
You are least like a: Mouse or a Monkey What Cute Animal Are You?

bubu_killer @ 2005-09-16T16:42:00

2005-09-16T20:44:39Z

Life sucks, but hey that’s life.

bubu_killer @ 2005-09-13T05:31:00

2005-09-13T12:32:48Z

It’s been nothing but hot sun and work all weekend/today (not that I work outside but whatever). Friday I worked from 6:30pm till 10pm and it was kind of fun. ^^ The home owners were great! They danced and ate appetizers while drinking beer and listening to a man sing. (he was a bit of a drunk and kept hitting on a nurse there, but he was a good singer)

The weekend went on as usual. We (my family) went over to our cousin’s house to celebrate my uncles’ birthday. - __________ - zZz OMG they were singing till midnight! I felt like I was going to vomit.

Sunday we went to Victoria’s house and bought stuff for my kitty. =^ . ^= She was so happy!

It’s my grandfather’s birthday so…

HAPPY B-DAY

LOLO!

Love you guys –April

jello legs

2005-09-09T18:46:24Z

My legs feel like jello and my noise is all stuffed… I'm not sure if that sucks or not but that's ok- I'm getting money!

>__________> [Ehem] Anywho things went alright at work. Some of the old people complained about me being slow, but what can you do that's what I am… slow. In any case I think Stephanie might put me back to dishwasher but that's alright. In fact it just might be a good thing considering that all the old people hate me.

What else... I know who the shampoo bandits are! My sister and brother! AHH!! Just buy your own shampoo please and be done with it!

*^^* In other breaking news I made a little place for my fanfiction/fiction with another LJ- its called crumpled_paper. Nothing is up yet but hopefully I'll get started!

My legs still feel like jello and I'm working at 6:30pm tomorrow. Love yeah -April

fixing my ipod... need to talk

2005-09-08T00:03:49Z

Ok I'm really tried right now but I just need to write this down --------->> cause I've noticed that whenever something good happens I totally for get about it the next day I say I'll write it.

In any case the last few days at work have been productive! Jeff got fired- and most people it's about time, but I'm not sure if I agree with that, especially now that we're running out of dishwashers! I mean I know that he was always late and he never seemed to be “all there” but why when the other dishwasher’s leaving? Now I think they might make me go back to dishwasher right when I was just getting used to it. Oh well what can you do Plus I was never really good that this anyway.

(One time he was supposed to work at 1pm. But didn’t call in till 4 and told them he’d be coming in half an hour late. Who does that honestly?)

Anyway so when he was fired they realized they needed someone to work today and guess who it was? ME! So I work a whole 8 hours mopping floors and sweeping up the kitchen. I was so tried, but so happy at the same time, I finally had work. Then they asked if I could work on Friday from 6pm till whenever… I’m really hyped!

I gtg and fix up my ipod –April

bubu_killer @ 2005-09-06T10:04:00

2005-09-06T14:05:22Z

My life thus far: I could tell you that it’s been amazing, and that everything is going smoothly. But I’m not. I feel very unhappy… I’m not sure why. Maybe it’s because my parent’s don’t understand me and that everyone here hates me… I’m not sure. All I know is that apart of me is missing and I just don’t know what to do anymore.

I want to die so badly. I want to run away from all my pain and be free… But it’ll never happen. Nothing good every really happens.

--------------------------

School is starting tomorrow, and I know that this doesn’t affect me but I will miss hanging out with my brother and sister (and maybe even my parents) but life must go on. [sighs] Well the pasted few weeks have been… productive. I went to the ‘Canadian National Anime Expo’ and the ‘Carry Conference’ and both were very good.

‘Canadian National Anime Expo’- Was cool! They had lots of anime and artwork. Elijah Wood was supposed to be there but I didn’t get a change to see him. [sighs]

‘Carry Conference’- Was lots of fun! We hung out and went swimming. I think the highlight though (for me) was how we snuck up to the barn. [hehe] that was fun.

Besides that it’s kind of boring really… Oh I’ve also decided to not change my LJ name.
I think I might just make a user name for my fanfiction/fiction.

I’ll keep you posted- April

I feel so terrible

2005-08-24T03:05:51Z

I feel so stupid! Honestly I don't know what came over me... I thought that I was doing with my boss, and then this had to happen. My boss told me that there was a Staff Meeting tomorrow and she got angry at me for not knowing- then I said that I didn’t want to go to the dinner after party. She got so mad she hung up…

*feels terrible* I just wish I was able to call her today and apologize.

*sighs & feel glad to get this all off her chest* I hope she’ll forgive me, I can’t lose my job now! She’s just so good to me, I feel like such an idiot. She was just looking out for my best interests…

I’ll call her tomorrow morning. Wish me Luck –April

bubu_killer @ 2005-08-22T22:57:00

2005-08-23T02:58:06Z

I’m not sure what to take about… My cousin’s birthday party was on Saturday! It was fun… really hot but really great. I’m going to my cousin’s place on Thursday till Friday and I might go see ‘The Brother’s Grim” *giggles* Ohh… Heath Ledger…

On Another Note: I was watching ‘Extreme Makeover Home Addition’ – this time they were helping two families who have gone through poverty and homelessness and I’ve realized how lucky I am to have a job. So many people out there in the world complain about their jobs while other people beg on the streets and pray for a spot at Mc Donald’s.

I guess I’m really lucky to have my job and I hope I get to keep it for longer and become good at it.

Anywho I’ll be change my LJ name from ‘bubu_killer’ to ‘paper_lace’ – due to the fact that the memories on my lj won’t go away. *cries* I hate that!

Love yeah guys!

ummm... ok

2005-08-17T00:40:44Z

I don’t remember much of what happened this pasted week (cause I have the memory span of a gold fish) ^ - ^ but I’ll try my very best to remember anything that has come up.

Things I can remember thus far:

I have a cat! (Well… “Our family” has a cat.) Woot Woot! Her name is Mouse -^ - ^- Do you get it? Mouse and Mouse! *LOL* Get it? Haha… *hehe* Anywho she’s very cute and cuddly. She also has a thing for following people and sleeping with others. *claps* I can’t believe my mom is allowing us to keep her though…. I think deep down inside she loves her.
My job suxs… But I really feel I should duke it out. I don’t know why but I want to give this job a fighting chance you know? I’d rather die trying then just give up.
My cousin helped me buy this shirt on “Threadless” and it’s so funny! ^^; sorry just had to say that.
Oh my mom and my cousin are having their b-days this week!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE!

That’s about all I can remember. Oh and hopefully I can get the rest of the week off without callin’s.

Bye bye guys!

Ps: I’d really like to thank sil3ntsir3n for her layouts. She made me another one but I’d like to use it later on considering the fact that I also really enjoy this layout as well.

*hugs* love yeah!

bubu_killer @ 2005-08-08T11:26:00

2005-08-09T13:43:16Z

First off I would just like to say that its 11:26pm that I woke up @ 7:30 am and I’m really sleepy right now, and that I want it to be Wednesday so badly that I could just cry. NO REALLY CRY! –like stupid ass baby cry, like rain in a thunderstorm cry, like…

Well you know what I mean. *sighs*

Anywho many things have been happening lately, so this might be either a really long post (or) a really vague post- either way it’s a post (sorry rambling on again). These past few weeks have been… strange, odd if you will. It just seems that I days are not at all balanced and they go by so quickly that I just can’t remember half of them.

Work just sucks right now- I work 4 day a week: Monday, Tuesday (10:30am till 2:03pm) & Friday (1pm till 8:30pm) and Saturday (1pm till 9pm). I thing that gets me though is the fact that I don’t mind working the Friday and Saturday (except when I miss out on hanging with people) but I hate the Monday – Tuesday shifts! I hate serving! I hate having to memorize the stupid numbers of the tables, and the folk’s names, the menu, how to do the chits, which wine to ask for, when to serve or even how to serve, what do you do when someone comes in with half a bottle of wine, serve from the right and collect from the left… WTF!?

But the thing that kills me the most is how much I hate disappointing the people I work with. I really like the people there, I do really. But the fact is they think I’m a dumb-ass, no I know they think I’m a dumb-ass I can see it all over their faces. I asked how to spell ‘onion’ today… who is heaven’s name asks that? Little kids olds in elementary school… Oh and when I asked for the microwave I couldn’t think of the name of it. So I said, “Is there something I can heat this up with?” I even come ½hour early to do have an early start, and I still ended up as the dumb ass!

This all started just a few weeks ago (on the forth of August). I was supposed to go out with my friends to watch “Full Metal Panic” (an anime series) and the day before- while I was at my aunts’ house my work called and asked me to come in tomorrow from 9am till 2:30pm. @ First I was going to say no but my mom scolded me and in the end I had to go. (<________< stupid bitch.) On the day I was so tired I was almost shaking. The girl working with me told me we had to help out with the coffee social by bring all the food there and replenishing the coffee. So we did that, it wasn’t hard. Then we went back and had to serve lunch… OMG I mixed up orders, didn’t serve properly, shouted (by accident) I was so lost I didn’t even know what to do! In the end I screwed up everything and ever since then I was labeled as a screw-up.

; _________ ; Oh man I feel like shit! My stomach just hurts thinking about tomorrow.

My mother’s been acting like a bitch lately too. I don’t know what’s going between her and my sister but it seems that they aren’t on good terms and now she’s just taking it out on all of us. AH! Why does she always have to do that? One minute she’s all nice and happy the next minute she’ll remember something we did last week and lash out at us.

Also I feel so sorry for my sister (even if she’s a bitch too sometimes). She has a few guy friends and likes to hang out with them. They go out driving and go to pool parties and stuff, but in the end they’re good kids. But of course my mother thinks they think she’s “easy” (aka: that she’ll give them sex whenever they want) and that they’re a bad influence. But they’re really nice boys! I couldn’t believe how nice they were… polite and sweet… Anyway they also hate Alyss (another one of my sister’s friends) and Alyss is so nice too! When they said they wanted Bea to stop hanging around her she wrote this letter apologizing to them and begging them to let be hang out with her again. Of course my mother said yes, but never let the incident down once. She’d always talk about it thinking we’d fall on our knees as well. Those little fuckers… The thing that surprises me the most is how truthful she is with them- when I was her age I wasn’t truthful at all! I dated three guys behind their backs and they thing I’m an angel.

It just kills me you know?

Besides that mostly everything s running its course! We hung out with Vicco again- did I even tell you about the time when we hung out in Toronto? *sighs in utter bliss* It was so much fun! We hung out in this area where there we lots of brand name stores then later we ate at Pizza-Pizza. Mmm good…

Anywho we also hung out with her and my sister’s other friend Caitlin. Victoria and I watched “Charlie and the Chocolate factory” and I have to say Johnny Depp is an amazing actor; he totally blows me away every time. Victoria and I loved it! I can’t wait till it comes out on DVD. There were also a lot of actors I saw that I wasn’t expecting in the movie. *hehe* There was a little kid from “Finding Neverland.” ^ - ^ He was just too cute! Later we just hung out, bought stuff and yeah…

We also met up with Victoria again a few days later at the Jazz Festival. -^ - ^- *hehe* It was great fun!

Oh and my cousin came back from Japan! *claps in excitement* She gave me a little tin box with a little Asian girl drawn in the front of it (Very cute) & “Fruits Basket” vol. 2 in Japanese! *hehe* It’s very cute. She also said we should go together next time and that I would have had lots of fun.

\^ 0 ^/ Oh I just can’t wait!

Oops I almost forgot to talk about these other things as well. Last Saturday I skip out of work and called in sick. #_____ # Ooh so bad! *LOL* & I used up my chapters gift certificates and bought “Tsubasa” vol. 6, “Fruits Basket” vol. 2 and a book called “Maximum Ride- an angel experiment” by James Patterson.

I’m still reading “Neverwhere” so it’ll take me awhile before I can read anything else.

Well I gtg wish me luck for tomorrow. –April

bubu_killer @ 2005-07-27T21:04:00

2005-08-09T01:05:52Z

I'M NOT WORKING TOMORROW!!

*does her "happy dance"*

score! *hehe* anywho today (as everyone perdicted) was very good! ^_________^ Matt was really nice about it (aka: me screwing up) and everything turned out for the better. *hehe*

?___________ ? still can't remember their names though...

anywho...

there's something else we should talk about...

Vicco's B-day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICCO!

anywho I gtg now... thanks to everyone that put in comments yesterday! -April

Oh god...

2005-08-09T01:03:21Z

Hello Everyone:

I'm sorry I can't give a good update but I'm so tired right now it's not even funny (and the fact my brother's making stupid jokes behind me isn't helping.) *sighs*

I guess it's just that I'm really nervous right now! You see for the past two days I've been training to become a server at Heartstone (a residence home) and now Stephaine thinks that I'm not ready to do it all by myself! @____________@ ALL BY MYSELF! WTF! Honestly

I don't think I can do this... *feels like she's going to vomit*

side not: >_________ > they were bad mouthing Harry Potter today... but what can you do? Not everyone likes the books right? *cries into a little puddle* Plus they started going on about the movies and how much they suck and I just felt horrible. *sniffles*

Oh speaking of which I finished the sixth book and I'm not pleased... sure it was good but every since Dumbledore died I've just losted so much hope! *cries* ;___________ ; I MISS HIM!

and Snape just had to kill him. *throws paper ball at Snape*

But you know there were alot of good things on the novel as well! Examples? THE SHIPS!! That's right folks are ships went sailing in this one- the thing that killed me though was Hermione and Ron. Fuck why did they have to act so badily? Honestly they were so stupid...

The ship that I loved however was...

HARRY/GINNY!

*giggles girlishly* That was just amazing how the tables turned and it was now Harry turn... *hehe* *giggles again* I just can't wait until the last book.

There was also another couple that make me smile...

Tonk/Lupin

I can't say it wasn't sudden but I liked it non the less.

I gtg now my grand parents are staying over until december... *sighs* no more partying for bea! *giggles like the devil*

bye bye- April

bubu_killer @ 2005-07-30T15:07:00

2005-07-30T19:09:18Z

The page has a new layout ^^; but no new posts... sorry. So if you wanted to read something new about me just look at my "my space".

anywho gtg have a good one guys. -April

bubu_killer @ 2005-07-25T18:04:00

2005-07-25T22:12:37Z

Ok I have decided something... I'm going to make this an 'non-friends only journal.' *hehe*

I'll post more as soon as I'm done changing the layout.

bubu_killer @ 2005-06-24T10:06:00

2005-06-24T14:06:20Z

bubu_killer @ 2005-06-24T09:42:00

2005-06-24T13:42:29Z

I HAVE A JOB!

(I start training on Monday… wish me luck.)

My Time thus Far

2005-06-23T17:18:36Z

The past few weeks have been exciting! I’ve been busy (which is odd cause I’m never busy) and having a wonderful time.

The Job- I don’t have a job yet… But I think I might have one in the next few days! I’ve been calling up Stephanie (that lady from the retirement home) and she said that she can get me a job as a dishwasher and prep! \^O^/ isn’t that wonderful? [Jumps for joy]

So I’m just living proof that persistence does get you somewhere in life.

Marcia and Nicole- [hehe] I got to hang out with em on… the 10^th just to hang out. ^_______^ it was great! I just loved laughing and talking with em again, and Bea came along too. She said it was ‘Surprisingly Fun’- which meant she had fun.

Amber and Lindsay- The next day I went to ‘Amber’s B-day’ even though it was her birthday the day before… ^-^ we still had fun. We went to ‘The Pickle’ to eat (which was amazing) then we went to the movies to see ‘Monsters in Law’. It was so funny! Jennifer Lopez was really good.

Reminder: buy Amber gift.

Celina’s Graduation- I went to it just last week. She was graduating from Kindergarten to Grade 1- <_____< we never got that type of attention in kindergarten. I have to admit, it was pretty cute.

This weekend I’m going to my cousin’s house! I’m so excited…

Bye bye – April

Ps: I almost forgot to talk about this! I saw ‘Constantine’, ‘Madagascar’ and ‘The Interpreter’- all very good movies to go see.

I saw a bit of ‘Kingdom of Heaven’. >< But my parents kept stopping it, then when my cousins came over we had to start it from the beginning. Then right when my part came up we had to eat! ARG!!

Just so weird

2005-06-23T17:17:02Z

Eww… I wanted to get something off my chest before I wrote about my weekly/monthly post. ‘Cause this is just so much more important’- notice the sarcastic tone in my writing. (Can writing have a tone?) in any case today I saw a movie that just gave me the hebby-gebbies (sp?)

‘The Mist of Avalon’- If you had a problem with Luck and Laya kissing (Episode 6 of Star Wars) then you cannot watch this! It is so twisted that I… I don’t know I can’t even think of the words to describe it.

All for a Goddess…

DON’T WATCH IT!!

(Unless you like that sort of thing…)

Heed the Warning- April

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